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    February 24

    Ass Itch

    I hate writing shit, it is so stupid
    What's my problem today?
    Maybe I'm depressed,
    Maybe I'm not listening to what comes out my pen
    Pain... Pain... Pain...

    I hate writing shit, it is so stupid
    Why do I feel this way?
    It is in my eye
    I'm in way too far
    Can't it won't go away
    Pain... Pain... Pain... 

    Before long my song is dying!

    I hate writing shit
    Ain't looking foward to it
    What's fucked up, today?
    Writing all this time
    Feeling all that's mine
    Come right out my pen
    Pain... Pain... Pain...

    Before long my song is dying!

    Tell me now, I want to know
    Is it me inside you see?
    Ahh, it isn't fair
    I got a little son inside me... free...

    Set me free
    It just sets me free
    It just sets me free

    Before long my song is dying!

    That's why I died, this lie, I try!!!

    December 01

    Before tomorrow comes

    I couldn't sleep I had to listen
    To a conscience knowing so well
    That nothing comes from indifference
    I look inside of myself

    Will I find some kind of conviction?
    Will I bid the hero farewell?
    Will I be defined by things that could have been?
    I guess time will only tell
    I guess time will only tell

    So don't let it be
    Before tomorrow comes
    Before you turn away
    Take the hand in need
    Before tomorrow comes
    You could change everything

    I curse my worth and every comfort
    That blinded me for way too long
    Damn it all I'll make a difference from now on
    Cause I'm wide awake to it all
    Cause I'm wide awake to it all

    Does anyone care it ain't right what we're doing?
    Does anyone care it ain't right where we're going?
    Does anyone dare justify how we're living?
    Does anyone here care at all?

    We could be so much more than we are
    We could be so much more than we are
    We could be so much more than we are
    This much I know..

     

    September 08

    Amaranth

    Baptised with a perfect name
    The doubting one by heart
    Alone without himself
     
    War between him and the day
    Need someone to blame
    In the end, little he can do alone
     
    You believe but what you see
    You receive but what you give
     
    Caress the one, the Never-Fading
    Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
    Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
    In a land of the daybreak
     
    Apart from the wandering pack
    In this brief flight of time we reach
    For the ones, whoever dare
     
    You believe but what you see
    You receive but what you give
     
    Caress the one, the Never-Fading
    Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
    Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
    In a land of the daybreak
     
    Reaching, searching for something untouched
    Hearing voices of the Never-Fading calling
     
    Caress the one, the Never-Fading
    Rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
    Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
    In a land of the daybreak 
    August 16

    Ever be

    You're the infection my friend
    Disgusting right to the end
    Didn't I know it then?
    I knew it I knew it

    You're basic but hard to define
    Simple yet somehow sublime
    Knew you will strike again
    I knew it I knew it
     
    You're all that's wrong
    With your dumbass song
    Yeah that's all that you will ever be
    Nothing you can do 'cause that's all that you will ever be
     
    Polished you shimmer when shined
    But rotten and seething inside
    Everyone falls for this
    I knew it I knew it
     
    You're all that's wrong
    With your dumbass song
    Yeah that's all that you will ever be
    Nothing you can do 'cause that's all that you will ever be
     
    Ever be, never be, wanna be God
    Oh to be need to be holding the sod
    Throwing it, breaking it, over your grave
    Sending you back to the place you once came
    I would be hard to be you
    Knowning the right thing to do
     
    You're all that's wrong
    With your dumbass song
    Yeah that's all that you will ever be
    Nothing you can do 'cause that's all that you will ever be
     
    Ever be, never be, wanna be gonna be
    You will never be
    You want to be God?
    So God? 

     
    July 28

    Bitch we got a problem

    Which one, which one of you is into me.. 
    July 17

    Suffa

    Dont fuck with me
    Harder they come
    Harder they fall
    One and all
    I wanna see you suffa
    Never lay down
    Never say die
    Never tap out
    I wanna see you suffa
    You might win some
    But you just lost one
    Im the champion
    I wanna see you suffa
    Harder they come
    Harder they fall
    One and all
    I talk back then let em have it
    Yeah another vendetta
    No I wont stop
    I take em down a level
    One by one
    Imma come down
    I never
    Let em up
    To play this song
    I live this song
    So put em up
    Im a dog
    Im a playa
    Yeah know what i mean
    Im no chump
    Im a hustla
    I got mouths to feed
    Imma born american
    A natural born killer
    Now Imma rude boy
    Son im a predator
    April 24

    Survivalism

    I got my propaganda
    I got revisionism
    I got my violence
    In hi-def ultra-realism
    All a part of this great nation
    I got my fist
    I got my plan
    I got survivalism
    March 17

    Venus In Furs

    Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather
    Whiplash girlchild in the dark
    Severin, your servant comes in bells, please dont forsake him
    Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart
    March 06

    Epidemic

    An epidemic in my heart
    Takes hold and slowly poisons me
    Her will won't let me be
    It comes in waves and bleeds me dry
    This love is slowly killing me
    For me, there's no-one else
    February 28

    Fascist Pig

    Tense atmosphere in the air
    Riot written everywhere
    Riot squads coming from over there
    Time to go home if you're square
    Riot squad, bash their heads
    Kick their ass until they're dead
    I want to be a fascist pig
    Love to fight, what a thrill
    We don't stop until we kill
    I want to be a fascist pig
    Throw a bottle in the air
    Put them up to their dare
    We'll just laugh while they stare
    Let them hit us, see if we care!
    Get attacked by them
    You'll never heal
    They'll rob your conscience
    Your sanity they'll steal
    They'll beat your brains until they spill
    That's the fascist favorite meal!
    February 14

    Valentine's day

    She was the colour of TV
    her mouth curled under like a metal snake
    although Holy Wood was sad
    they'd remember this as Valentine's day
     
    Flies are waiting
     
    In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
    In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
     
    Slit our wrists and send us to heaven
    the first flower after the flood
     
    I saw that pregnant girl today
    she didn't know that it was dead inside
    even though it was alive
    some of us are really born to die
     
    Flies are waiting
     
    In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
    In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
     
    Slit our wrists and send us to heaven
    the first flower after the flood
     
    In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
    In the Shadow of the Valley of Death
    January 27

    Bellezza

    Noi sereni e semplici o cupi ed acidi,
    noi puri e candidi o un po' colpevoli
    per voglie che ardono:

    Noi cerchiamo la bellezza ovunque.

    E noi compresi e amabili o offesi e succubi
    di demoni e lupi, noi forti ed abili
    o spenti all'angolo:

    Noi cerchiamo la bellezza ovunque. 
    E passiamo spesso il tempo così,
    senza utilità (quella che piace a voi)
    senza utilità (perché non serve a noi)

    December 09

    Love Hurts

    Tonight we drink to youth
    And holding fast the truth
    Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
    My heart still has a beat
    But love is now a feat
    As common as a cold day in L.A.

    Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
    Is there a spell that I am under
    Keeping me from seeing the real thing

    Love hurts
    But sometimes it's a good hurt
    And it feels like I'm alive
    Love sings
    When it transcends the bad things
    Have a heart and try me
    'cause without love I won't survive

    I'm fettered and abused
    Stand naked and accused
    Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
    I only want the truth!
    So tonight we drink to youth!
    I'll never lose what I had as a boy

    Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
    Is there a spell that I am under
    Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

    Love hurts
    But sometimes it's a good hurt
    And it feels like I'm alive
    Love sings
    When it transcends the bad things
    Have a heart and try me
    'cause without love I won't survive

    Without love I won't survive

    Love hurts
    But sometimes it's a good hurt
    And it feels like I'm alive
    Love sings
    When it transcends the bad things
    Have a heart and try me
    'cause without love I won't survive

    Love hurts, ohhh-oh ohh
    Love hurts
    Without love I won't survive
    Love hurts la-la-la-la-la-la oh
    Love hurts
    Without love I won't survive
    October 29

    Love Dump

    [i can't believe i'm letting you do this to me]
    [i can't believe i'm letting you do this to me]

    hand me a line
    really hand me a line
    really hand me a line
    hand me a line
    really hand it to me

    i've always loved you
    love dumpling
    your shit's like chocolate cake and
    your ass smells like a rose

    i really hate you
    love dumpling
    now my bowels ache

    [i can't believe i'm letting you do this to me]

    drop down in a line
    really hand me a line
    really hand me a line
    hand me a line
    really hand it to me

    hand me a line
    really hand me a line
    really hand me a line
    hand me a line

    drop down in a line
    really hand me a line
    really hand me a line
    hand me a line
    really hand it to me

    October 21

    Rolling Stone

    Flogging The Horses

    Flogging the horses
    Report in the office
    Camels walking free
    Drinking honey tea

    Flogging the horses
    Report in the office
    Camels walking free
    While they're drinking honey tea
    Let's encourage the freedom of speech
    Then kill it with a bullet down on its knees
    Rampant remains, shattered in disdain
    Your work is gone, the trauma lives on
    Rampant remains, shattered in disdain
    Your work is done, the trauma lives on

    Let chickens escape their torturous fate
    Let the eagles fly in the wild
    Let knowledge be learnt from the chosen child (jesus)
    Wait for something wild
    You talk of the sane, so show is the way
    This world is ours to feed
    But then you open the door and
    Everyone hits the floor
    Why should these people bleed?

    No sign of the boots
    To free and to loot, all they can see
    We travelled so far, we travelled so far
    Boots on the loose, goose in a noose
    Why all this envy and hate?
    Shape me a tooth, to replace like a spoof
    Still it looks real all the same
    Still it looks real all the same

    Let apes roam free
    Let people be (let people be)
    What they are and are
    Nine to to five ain't the same in the wild
    Nine to to five ain't the same in the wild
    Nine to to five ain't the same in the wild

    Let apes roam free
    Let people be (let people be)
    What they are and are
    Nine to to five ain't the same in the wild
    Nine to to five ain't the same in the wild
    Nine to to five ain't the same in the wild

    Washed up crows and unwashed clothes
    The mile isn't done 'til you run through the hum
    Empty shoes drowned by those fools
    All together, bitter weather
    It's the same as ever, it's the same as ever, when is never?
    (Pecking, pecking) this week we weep
    Then back asleep we fall
    Into the same old shoe
    Into the same old shoes, you fall into
    The same old shoe
    You fall into the same old shoe
    October 14

    Merciless Cult

    hikanteki na kimi to mujihi na kimi to
    waga kawaii kimi wa soko de nani wo miteiru

    hikaku to hirei no naka sakebi kurui hateru
    omae ga nozonda ketsumatsu darou
    sazokashi ROMANTISUTO nan darou ze

    fui ni omoikaesu koko ni ai wo nai
    kurikaeshi tsuranuku doko ka kowarete yuku

    aishi kudasai kono chi mo sono imi mo
    aishi kudasai kono hi ni kono kachi wo

    gasp for breath
    September 07

    Razor Love

    (here we are)
    Here we are, haven't we come far
    From the tragic things we knew
    Gone is the dark (where the demons flock)
    In the mountains they've got no view
    (close your eyes)
    And realize that it's do or die
    And be not quick to miss a move

    (so surreal)
    The fee is low
    The feature's passing
    I hear a song of the truth I'm asking

    I don't know what the future holds
    No, I don't know what's in store
    Well, All I want is another chance to use life for what it's for

    (overall)
    Overall, I'll admit, it's old
    And i've got nothing to prove
    I feel the throne when the loving is on
    So drenched in my favorite mood
    With the sound above the ground in a world renowned
    For the best place to sing the blues

    The fee is (long/low) and the feature's passing
    I know it's wrong but it's all I'm asking

    I don't know what the future holds
    No, I don't know what's in store
    Well, all I want is another chance
    To unite for what it's for

    'Cause I know things that no one knows and who needs anymore
    Can't you see that there's things in me that nobody ever saw

    And I know that someone feels the same way too, yeah
    I'm thinking that I'll never see the end of you, yeah

    I don't know what the future holds
    No, I don't know what's in store
    Well, all I want is another chance
    To use life for what it's for

    'Cause I know things that no one knows and who needs anymore
    And I'll go places nobody goes
    I'll walk free through clamouring doors

    All I want is another
    August 19

    Dissection statement

    As rumours have started to spread we feel obliged to confirm Jon Nödtveidt's death. Jon Nödtveidt was a man who lived his life according to his convictions and True Will. A couple of days ago he chose to end his life by his own hands. As a true Satanist he led his life in the way he wanted and ended it when he felt that he had fulfilled his self-created destiny. Not everyone will have understanding or acceptance for his personal path in this life and beyond, but all must respect his choice.

    Those of us who have met him in his last days can assure that he was more focussed, happier and stronger than ever. It is our full conviction that he left this world of lies with a scornful laughter, knowing that he had fulfilled everything that he had set up for himself to accomplish. The empty space that he leaves behind will be filled with the dark essence that he manifested through his life and black-magical work. His legacy and Luciferian Fire will live on through those few who truly knew him and appreciated his work for what it really was and still is. As our brother's goal in life and death never was to "Rest in Peace", we will instead wish him victories in all battles to come, until the Acosmic Destiny has been fulfilled.

    For the glory of the Dark Gods and the Wrathful Chaos!